AMALAN PALING BAIK...

Salam to all, 

Surah Al Mulk ayat 2: "...kerana Dia (Allah) yang akan menguji kamu, manakah di antara kamu yang amalannya paling baik. Dan Dia adalah Maha Perkasa dan Maha Pengampun". 

Menurut Prof Dr. Hamka di dalam Tafsir Al Azhar (juzu' 29-30) amalan yang paling baik, biar pun sedikit, bukan amalan yang banyak tetapi tidak bermutu. Maka jangan beramal hanya kerana mengharapkan banyak bilangan (kuantiti) tetapi beramallah yang bermutu tinggi walaupun sedikit (kualiti). 

Sifat Allah Al 'Aziz (Yang Maha Perkasa) dijelaskan bahawa Allah tidak boleh dipermain-mainkan. Di hadapan Allah tidak boleh beramal dengan separuh hati dan ragu-ragu. Melainkan kerjakan dengan bersungguh-sungguh, hati-hati dan penuh disiplin. Kerana kalau tidak demikian, Allah akan murka... 

Tetapi Allah juga mempunyai sifat Al Ghafur (Maha Pengampun) atas hambaNya yang tidak sengaja melanggar hukumNya dan selalu berniat berbuat amalan yang lebih baik tetapi tidak mempunyai tenaga yang cukup untuk mencapai yang lebih baik itu. Pada waktu itulah Allah menunjukkan belas kasihanNya kerana Allah tidak memberati seseorang kecuali sekadar kesanggupan yang ada padanya (Al Baqarah: 286)❤️. 

Di dalam surah Al Kahfi ayat 46: "Harta dan anak2 adalah perhiasan kehidupan dunia tetapi amalan yang kekal (istiqamah) lagi soleh adalah lebih baik pahalanya di sisi Tuhanmu serta lebih baik untuk menjadi harapan (bila bertemu dengan Allah kelak).

Oleh itu amalan yang paling baik hendaklah memenuhi syarat: 1. Berkualiti (bermutu tinggi) biarpun sedikit.  2. Istiqamah (consistent).

Jangan jadi seperti peribahasa Melayu: "Hangat2 tahi ayam". Sebagai contoh: Solat tahajjud 14 rakaat selama sebulan...lepas tu xbuat dah...😀.

Ingat...Allah xakan sama sekali jemu melainkan kita yang jemu 🙂❤️.

Yuzita

JUSTIFIABLE PHOBIA

Salam to all,

Corona virus has a great impact on my life. I became more cautious of everything surrounding me...make sure everyone is at least 1m apart from me, wash or sanitize my hand regularly, looking suspiciously at everyone ("dia ni pembawa corona ke tak? 🤔") eventhough that person looks fine (hehe!), etc.

Why? Becoz I lost my spleen ten years ago in a tragic car accident. I was in a coma state for six days. The HKL specialist, Mr Zamzuri tried his best to save my spleen but failed...innalilla wainna ilaihi rajiun. Spleen is very important becoz it helps your body to produce antibodies to fight diseases like covid19.

As a result I feel reluctant to get out from my house unless for crucial stuff like going to HUKM to get my medicine. Also I don't want to be a burden to the doctors and nurses (i.e., frontliners) if I got sick with covid19...such as the nurses need to wear ppe to feed me or give me medicine. They have had enough patients to take care of...😀

So I have no choice but to apply for "work from home (WFH)"  from UKM. In order for UKM to approve my WFH I need to fill an application form and attach to it a letter from a medical officer (doctor) working in a government hospital. I decided to go to Pusat Kesihatan Universiti (PKU) UKM (after consulting my immediate superior, Associate Prof Dr Jamaiah) to get the letter.

The doctor at PKU UKM, Dr. Arif Nasar Sulaiman was very nice to me when I told him about my "phobia" problem. He said it is normal as I don't have spleen anymore and he called it "justifiable phobia". But I just need to not over do the feeling of phobianess...hehe!.

I also told him about my right leg :
I couldn't walk properly so thats why I use crutches. I had an operation at HUKM in 2018 to take out my brain tumor. Maybe this is the consequences of the operation...only Allah swt knows the reason why becoz the doctors at HUKM didn't know 🤔??? They did mri and ct-scan on my right leg and found nothing. Anyway this is not such a big issue becoz I can still be able to walk...alhamdulillah🙂.

My biggest issue is how to overcome my phobia of corona virus? My friend (*ustazah) suggested that I read after every solat **Hizbi Nawawi and alhamdulillah it works.

So what I need to do now is to istiqamah reading the Hizbi Nawawi and WFH to fight this corona virus until the vaccin is found...inshaAllah❤️😀



*Ustazah adalah anak murid kepada Tuan Guru Dato' Hj. Ismail bin Kamus (Pengasas dan penasihat, Persatuan Perubatan Islam DARUSSALAM Malaysia)

**Hizbi Nawawi ialah himpunan doa dan zikir yang dikumpulkan oleh Imam Nawawi (ra) sendiri.



Yuzita

FALLING IN LOVE...❤️ (PART 4)

Salam to all,

Most of you all must be thinking that I have fallen in love with computer algebra right? Well...only partially true. I think I love more the people who were involved in propagating the knowledge of computer algebra to the world. I could see the passion shown in their faces when presenting the outcome of their researh in conferences and seminars.

Most of the time I felt like an outsider...but they didnt treat me like one. They were friendly and helpful to me especially when they knew that I am all alone in this field in Malaysia (masih lagi ke?...he2). One of them (I forgot his name...we met at the University of Western Australia (UWA), Perth, Australia) taught me how to do programming in Mathematica. Dr Bernard Kutzler (Austrian) came to IIUM to give me a book on Computer Algebra System (CAS )...he came to Malaysia on a business trip and dropped by to see me at the Kuliyyah of Engineering, IIUM. Prof Stanley Steinberg and Dr Michael Wester helped me in completing my phd thesis without expecting anything in return and many more.

I love them all for their kindness and willingness to share their knowledge of computer algebra with me..."Miss Nobody"...he2. Thank you very much...from the bottom of my heart.

Allah ta'ala opened their heart to help me when I was in need...thank you Allah❤️.

Yuzita

***** TAMAT *****

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