Saturday, December 13, 2025

TIADA PENYESALAN LANGSUNG πŸ˜„πŸ˜…πŸ˜€

Salam all,

Ada bertanya kat I about my publications of my phd research work. Actually...yg betol2 related dgn product of my phd research work hanya melibatkn dua papers mengenai : (1). The development of my package called ILMEV (2). The use of CAD algorithm to design & develop ILMEV.  

Refer πŸ‘‡mengenai dua papers yg I published :

https://share.google/PaCe1v5ADdJZ5GYj9


To memperluaskan my research mengenai CAD algorithm...I applied for Science Fund (dana dpd mosti) dan berjaya : "Developing an automated assistant for computing integrals over polynomially defined regions and their boundaries using a CAS (01-01-02-SF0791: RM107, 300)". Kali ni I plan nk perluaskan ke bidang industri pulak (sebelum ni dlm bidang educ). Projek ni mcm AI gitu2πŸ˜… (Nk explain in detail nti panjang sgt pulak...lagi pun bukan ada yg minat pun...πŸ˜„)
Summary research proposal boleh refer : About me...View my complete profile... dlm blog ni...bwh sekali.

Tp sayang nya projek ni gagal sbb : (1) Xde sesiapa yg berminat utk menjalankn research tersebut dan (2) My health x mengizinkn utk I sendiri menjalankn research tersebut (atas nasihat my pakar neurologist : "Don't stress urself nti tumor tu tekan nerve di otak u...")πŸ˜„

Beberapa pegawai mosti dtg ke ukm utk bertanya mengenai perkembangan projek ni. So I ceritakn yg sebenar2nya : The truth nothing but the truth. So masa pegawai mosti decided to terminate the projek...I said : It is fine with me. 

Tp masa pegawai2 mosti started questioning me about perbelanjaan projek...I started jd bengang/annoyed/irritated/ v angry...sbb diaorg dh ada salinan senarai perbelanjaan projek dpd bendahari ukm di tangan diaorg...habis tu ngapa nk soal I pulak utk pengesahan ??? 

Pegawai mosti tanya I satu persatu mengenai setiap item perbelanjaan I yg MESTI mengikut dlm budget proposal asal.

Contoh : Dlm proposal asal xde budget utk membina computer algebra research lab...tp I telah membelanjakn some money to set it up. I bagi hujjah ngapa I plan to set up the first computer algebra research lab in Msia...coz to attract postgrad students to be brave enough to venture into researches related to computer algebra/symbolic computation...tp malangnya pegawai mosti masih bertegas xde dlm budget asal...so xdibenarkn. Pelik ajaib betol πŸ˜…πŸ€¦πŸ˜„. 

So terkubur lah my angan2 with my computer algebra research lab tuπŸ™‚. Utk beli computer yg canggih n computer algebra softwares need a lot of money...tp apa nk buat...I terima qada & qadr dgn redhaπŸ˜„. Masa I bersara sume research materials connected to computer algebra...I bawak balik apt I...dok dlm dua almari putih...simpan buat pekasamπŸ˜…πŸ€£πŸ˜…πŸ€£  

I need to clarify this...I keluarkn duit projek hanya selepas bendahari ukm luluskan. Bila bendahari ukm dh luluskan baru I keluarkn duit projek. SEMUA PERBELANJAAN PROJEK YG I KELUARKAN TELAH MENDPT KEBENARAN BENDAHARI UKM TERLEBIH DAHULU. Apa ingat I curi duit rakyat Msia ke ??? I masih ada iman & taqwa dlm hati I ini...   

πŸ˜„πŸ˜€So la ni bila dh bersara dua thn lebih awal...I rasa lebih tenang n bahagia duduk dlm apt I yg kecil comel ni. Tau x...I dh xkeluar dpd apt ni since June 28, 2025. Caya tu...??? Byk amal I leh lakukan sendirian...tiada penyesalan langsungπŸ˜…πŸ€£πŸ˜‚ 

ALHAMDULILLAH 🀲❤️😍


YUZITA❤️PALESTINE

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