Wednesday, May 15, 2024

SAY "ALHAMDULILLAH" ALWAYS (PART 1)...❤️🫠🌷

Salam all,


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☝️ A palestinian woman "mengadu" to Allah swt :

"Alhamdulillah...

All praise be to Allah.

Ya Allah, when u gave me illness and I said...Alhamdulillah...  

My house was bombed and I said...Alhamdulillah...

My son was arrested and I said...Alhamdullah...

My son was killed ( by an Israeli air strike in Rafah) and I said...Alhamdulillah...

Oh Allah...is there more?

Again...Alhamdulillah...until u are pleased, ya Allah.

No matter what we want...Allah's will shall be done. Alhamdulillah...

May Allah be with u, my son.

May Allah have mercy on u, my son.

Good bye...u went up to Allah, my son.

U went up to rasulullah, my son."


The words : "Ya Allah, when u gave me illness and I said...Alhamdulillah..." reminding me when I was diagnosed with brain tumor in 2009 and the HUKM nuerosurgeon (brain), Mr. Toh wanted to perform the sugery asap. My reply: No, not now... 😂. So I started giving excuses like my kids are still small, I am scared of operation, I might wake up with memory loss, etc. 

Actually I needed time to think things over...making plans n not to rush things...Stay calm 😊.

🌷 Firstly...everything is from Allah swt.

Surah Al-Syu'ara ayat 80 :

Dan apabila aku sakit, Dialah yang menyembuhkan aku.

Thus the cure will eventually come from Allah swt. 

So lets muhasabah diri n tgk my hubungan dgn Allah swt. I notice masa buat PhD...I read the Quran regularly every day. Penat buat research...berhenti kejap baca Quran n bila kepala dh clear...sambung balik research and so on...

But then...bila dh dpt PhD...I notice my pembacaan n pendekatan kpd Quran semakin hari semakin berkurangan. Maklum lah dulu stress nk kena habiskan PhD dlm masa empat tahun...balon mcm nk giler...sat2 gi US, Canada, Jepun, Australia etc...Jadi masa tu rasa close dgn Allah swt...tempat mengadu 🙂. Tp bila dh tamat PhD n start keje semula...jadi sebuk sesgt dgn keje n mcm hal2 lain. Jadi...hubungan dgn Allah swt semakin hari semakin renggang.

Jadi satu hari tu...I bermunajat kpd Allah swt...apa dh jadi dgn I ni?...I dh kurang baca Quran, berzikir, etc...I dh semakin jauh dpd Mu, ya Allahku, ya tuhanku. I asked from Allah swt solution to my problem. And Allah swt gave me brain tumor (in 2009)...Alhamdulillah 😂🤲. It makes me think of Allah swt regularly...no pain, no gain 😍.

Setiap perkara Allah swt beri kpd kita...samada buruk atau baik...pasti ada hikmah disebaliknya. Sesungguhnya Allah kita Maha Bijaksana lagi Maha Perkasa & Maha Mengetahui yg terbaik utk kita 😃.


Yuzita❤️Palestine

2 comments:

  1. Tajul wrote :

    Alhamdulillah. Semuanya berlaku qada dan qadar Allah swt.n

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